Getting rid of baggage

Well, I finally got rid of everything that reminded me of heath, or was his in the first place. I had it all in a paper baggy at work just waiting for him to grow his manly parts back and get it. He finally did this last saturday...conversation goes as follows:

"You know Cassaundra, this wasn't an easy decision for me, but I still don't regret what I did (whatever), I also wanted to tell you that I've been telling people at work that it was my decision and that you did nothing wrong (oh, how generous...wait, you talked about me??!!). I still think you're cool, and I want to hang out with you once and a while...blah, blah, blah."

Basically I was humored by his justification for what he did, and I decided to call him on a few things (which he never denied). I said I knew he replaced me, and that I had spies, I also said that he could no longer use the word "love" concerning me, because if that was truly ever a factor, he would have never dropped me (bastard). I'm not even GOING to mention what he 'casually' said to me. Let's just say that I nipped any possibilty in the bud that I would never be tempted by him again by...um...well, let's just say we're good. *smirk*

The weather is fine, I have a social life again, and my first home party was fun (other than ms. dryad and her mate decided to become all young and the restless on me). I am diving into my latest hobby which is getting into herbal remedies and stuff (don't worry, I won't poison myself). Life is grand. I just wish I had more time to elaborate! Toodles!

Quickie

Ok, I don't know who is going to read this, but I haven't posted for a long time. I figure I have a few extra min. at the library, so here I go.

Heath broke up with me the same day I was going to call it quits with him. He had no idea of course, but I'm bumbed he beat me to the punch. Basically he gave me some half-*ssed excuse about moving to Alaska..blah, blah, blah. Whatever, I know that I've been replaced. I don't care, apprarently she's ugly. Oh well.

Going through major life change, doing a lot of stuff that I didn't think I could, or would do. It's kind of nice to be free once more. Doing a lot of arts and crafts to keep myself from picking up the phone and yelling at dipsh*t that he promised to give me everything I ever wanted in life. I'm not depressed, I'm super mad.

Work is picking up, I'm finally sewing, which is what I wanted to do in the first place. It's about flipping time! I just have to remember not to get too frustrated when I can't do something right. I have to walk away, breath for a bit, maybe do another project for a while, then come back to it. It's the only way I won't end up creating a new line of torn bridesmaids dresses! Gaah!

Going to a green party tonight w/some friends. Then throwing one myself tomorrow with some more friends. Life is busy.

Other than the whole Heath issue, I've decided that it's best to keep the good stuff and habits I got into, and then pretend it never happened. I gathered everything of his, or that reminded me of him and got it out of my house. He's supposed to pick it up eventually, but he can come to me, I'm not going to go whimpering back to that. So my apt. is clean and fresh and ready for spring, with absolutly no hint that I've been in a serious relationship for the past 7 months. Now all I have to do is keep myself from moping....puttering, eating, and so forth. Oh well. I'll live.

My neck is doing much better. I hurt myself at work a couple weeks ago and have been going to physical therapy for it. It wasn't getting better for a while and people and my docters were concerned that it was somthing else. So I got some tests done and found out that I'm ok. A few more sessions and I should be just fine. BIG weight off my shoulders.

Other than that I can't really think of anything major going on in my life. I don't know when the next time I'll be able to update is, but I'll do it as soon as possible. Cherrio!