Crazy life, pumkins, and Samhain Eve.

Well folks, it's my favorite time of year! The Autumn leaves are all blooming with the best colors, and all outside my windows. It's still warm enough so that I can have a couple windows open to rotate that wonderful fall air..*sigh. Life is good.

I'm graduating from my training program this week, it's finally OVER! We get to have a big potluck on friday, and I got stuck with the lasagna (mom, i need the recipe!) Heath volenteered to bring plates (biiig suprise!), and I get stuck cooking...actually, I can't complain, he's actually somewhat handy in the kitchen...might need a little more training however *smirk*.

My brother just ran his first marathon. I got to see him cross the finish line after running/walking a 26 mile thing. WHOA! There's no way I could ever do that. I'm very proud of him. Got to meet his "friend", she's a little hottie...way to go bro! (tee-hee)

Got attacked by 3 spiders the other day...result? 3 spider bites on my shoulder...can we say ewww?? I need a higher bed!

Halloween is coming, and I'm excited to go trick-or-treating with Heath and the kids. My friend Sheera is getting a whole bunch of parents and kids togther for it, and since Heath and his daughter got to go to the circus with the other kids, they bonded. It's really cute actually. It's good to go in a crowd. I just can't wait to carve pumpkins! Unfortunatly I have been moving for the last 3 years on Halloween, so this is the first time I've been able to do so. Heath and I are heading up to the folks house. My brother wants a pumpkin big enough for his head for SOME sort of Halloween thing, he's so good at that. Fond memories from Halloween with my brother....good times indeed. *sigh

Alright, back to life,later!

About time...right?

Well, my computer is ca-putt. Meaning, I don't have it anymore. Since I lost my funding, I also lost my laptop to the evil DSHS demons who came and took it all away. So all the crap that I've been going through was all for nothing...well, mostly nothing.

I am a clean and clear person, meaning I have no secrets from anyone, and I don't have to keep them anymore. I told Em what was going on and she "broke up with me", or at least that's what she said in her own words...doesn't that usually entail that we were in a relationship? *sigh

So now Heath and I can just kind of ride off into the sunset and start living our lives like normal couples do. What a relief. I don't feel at all guilty becuase it was obviously her decision, and she said herself that she took some time to think about it, so it was also not a rash decision. I remember feeling aweful because last time it was my decision and I really didn't give her a choice, but this time, things and situations have changed, and apparently so have I. So, that's the end of that subject.

Work is going well, it's kinda nice to have your BF there, and people think we're sooooo cute (gag), but it's nice to have positive feedback about the person you're dating. On the other hand, I can't exactly expect perfection right? Especially since I am not perfect by any means. I do try to make life liveable, and a little fun at the same time. So far, so good. Sure we've had our spats, but at least he's proved again and again that he is perfect for me. I do adore him so (even if the circumstances of our meeting was a little Jerry Springer).

I don't know how I'm going to keep up my blog. I'll try and update as much as possible, but prolly not as much as I would like to. Hopefully I can get another computer soon. Life is going to be great by Novemeber! I'll actually have money! More later! Cheerio.