And the A's have it

The following is a nice little drama via-email.

Well, I'm off to work #2. Thought I would pop in and see how you were doing. I'm worried bout you 'A', and even though you're going to say that it's not warranted, I'm still gonna. Normally keeping in touch with you isn't a problem. You poofed. You know, since I'm practically going to move in next door..oh wait..I AM moving next door!:)We're going to be seeing eachother a bit here and there, I told you that I'm not going to be a constant companion or anything, so don't worry bout that. I don't know, maybe I'm just talking out my butt, I guess what I'm just trying to say is that I miss ya. It's weird to go from constant time together to...well..nada. I know your schedule and how pressed for time you are, you don't need to remind me, but don't you miss hanging out, just even a wee bit? Oh well, lame attempted I guess, well, you know my email addy, I'm here when you need me to be.
-Cass

His reply-

I've been really frustrated with a lot of things and I haven't really talked to anybody. I don't know a number where I can call you... I would have last night or just a few minutes ago. I do miss hanging out sometimes, but I'm also enjoying time to myself. I'm still not in the mood to be 'with' anyone and I know that's something you want. That plays a factor in there too. Anyway, I don't have a whole lot to say and I'm going to bed in like a half hour so I hope that you enjoy your new jobie :) Catch you later
A's

My reply-

I know...but I too have been doing some thinking. I know that you're aware of how I feel, and to me that's enough. Yet, now that I'm not moving away, I don't feel the need to rush anything. I'm going to be very busy juggling my 2 jobs, school and homework, please don't take offense, but I don't think that I'm ready to be 'with' anyone either. Can we just concentrate on being friends right now? Just take care of yourself, and take time out, you've been through a lot in the last couple weeks, I may not have a phone right now, but you're more than welcome to call me at work, you know the numbers. Cheerio!
-Cass

So you see, I guess I have to be content with just being friends, which I really don't mind, because all in all, having a relationship right now would be a major distraction. So I believe that this is an official damper on this chapter for a while. I know it's going to be interesting living mere feet away from him, but I have a feeling that it's not going to be so bad, I just need to lay off for a while, give him some space, and maybe not having a phone right now isn't such a bad thing, because I too feel the need to take a wee little break from this myself. These past few weeks have been a little overwhelming for me emotionally. Oh well, I guess it's for the better. I'm actually ok with everything, I just need to zone out fer a bit. Cheers!