Ok..major improvement

So I found out that I did get approved for my new place. I'm very happy bout it, but it means that I have to pack up all my crap and move in 2 weeks. It's not so bad, I just have to ask some of the studly guys in my church to be buff for a couple days and help me move! lol I still have to pay the full months rent at my current place, and then half the rent at my new place. My new Landlord said she'd be willing to have a payment plan for the depostit, which would help a ton! I called 'A' from work to give him the good news, and he didn't seem to thrilled about it....looks like I'll be keeping to my side of the block for a while. I don't know, now that he's wanting to cool down, I kind of find myself going frigid, not in attitude, but in interest. Well a very old and wise person in my life told me that maybe he was in my life at that time because I needed some good guidance from a trusted friend, and now that he's done that, then he goes out again. Hmmm..maybe, but that would suck, cuz I really like the guy! Oh well, I'm starting to realize that sometimes I don't have complete control of my life, that I just need to give it up to the higher power, and go with the flow. So, other than that, maybe with me not being able to afford anything for the next couple months, I might further humble myself in the art of poverty...oh well, at least I'll have a roof over my head! I know I complain a lot, but in actuality I feel much better than I did on my first post. I've gotten some things taken care of, and a lot left to worry about, but at this point in time, it's babysteps, and since I'm not moving to Portland, then I don't feel the need to be in a rush for anything. Tonight I don't have any homework, so I'm just going to relax, get something to eat, and maybe go to be early...ahhh..free time...Unfortunately it's going to be short lived, I have to work tomorrow at job #2 in the eve..hmm..maybe I'll run into Cuba Gooding Jr., they're filming a movie here, so who knows! Cheers!