Life in general just sucks a duck's butt
Well, this is what happened today in short. I'm broke, so broke that it hurts, I have to move due to the apartment building I live in has been sold and they're kicking everyone out, I'm alone...again. Um..let's see, my phone got turned off today because I found out that my ex(whom i was sharing a plan with) hasn't been paying the bill for the last couple of months, and has been doing goodness knows what with the money that I have been giving him. It's my only phone, so for now I have nothing to back me up. I just got a notice saying that they are going to shut off my power if I don't pay the full bill by tomorrow. My english class is not doing so hot because apparently I have writer's block. My bank account is negitive, and I had to reduce myself to getting my old job back that I HATE (even though they wanted me back) so that I can make ends meet. That means that I'll be working 2 jobs AND going to school. My boss at my first job was on my case all day because she's in a bad mood and likes to take it out on me, not to mention that my paycheck is getting garnished, and I might not be able to pay rent, or starve. All my bills are due for some reason, and I'm paying them off as much as possible, but it's like "when the hell do I get a brake for once???". I work my butt off so hard to get things in a good way, I don't lie, cheat, steal, or screw anyone to work my way up the food chain. I like to consider myself a good person, so why the heck do I get effed up the rear all the bloody time??? It's almost to the point to where I don't know what to do. If anyone has any suggestions...I'm soooooo all ears here, I'm at the end of my rope, and I don't know how much more of this that I can take before I crack!


1 Comments:
Sounds like you're having a rough time, sweetie. Be patient, this too shall pass. It WILL get better.
:-)
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