popularity rules

I guess my blog has been online long enough to get blogspam! I'm starting to get comments from people who "like my blog" and are giving me helpful sites to look at to say "hey, I read yours, now come check out my site on how to get a lower premium on car insurance!". *sigh* If only I had a car! Either way I'm flattered.

I had a hetic day yesterday. There'a a LOT of drama going on in my life currently (ya'll look soo suprised!), and it's actually making me sick...like physically sick. I'm trying to deal with certain situations as best as I can, but unfortunatly, people I care for very much are getting hurt, and will continue to do so. I'm trying not to get toooo involved in things, but for some reason...I dunno, maybe I should just move to Scotland. Now that I'm unemployed, I have open spaces to where I can do anything I choose...cept sleep in, that seems to not happen after 4 years of waking up at 7am. What time did I wake up this morning?? 6:40am!! Urgh.

I have a fun appointment tomorrow with my counselor to where I get to tell her that I have completly re-arranged my life and that things are going to be a LOT diffrent then they were. I still want to move to Seattle, but with no money, no job, and not much else...it ain't happneing. And that and if I don't get another job right away, I have to use the money I do have saved up for seattle for another month's worth of rent. Ugh, ugh, ugh.

Oye....my life will improve, things will get better, I will be able to accomplish my goals, but for today, my goal is to go to an interview, then come home and finish organizing my things, because I've learned that if my environment is organized, then my life will be too....

...hopefully. CHeers!